Success of a Sort

 So, the other night I started talking about how I got into this whole "author" thing...

And I do feel like I have the right to use "author," since I have signed contracts, sold stories for money and even had a novel published... I spent as much as I made, if you take into account all my travels and convention fees spent to promote my books, but still... I had to report taxes and I am traditionally (not vanity) published, so "author", not just "writer."

I remember a time where the distinction bewtween the two was more than a little contentious between some people in the community... although I honestly know several writers who work harder than most authors and just haven't had the lucky break here or there to sell work and qualify under that short-sighted discussion as "authors."

I had gotten as far as talking about Literotica and the fact that I won an award or two there and had received some feedback that meant a lot to me, both at the time and now.  I even won the Erotic Couplings Story of the Year in 2003, and I was nominated the next year for Sexiest Male Character in a Story.   I think I lost that one to McKenna, but she's a very good writer and there is no shame in that.  I really do feel like the honor was in the nomination.  Not least because the character in question was a pretty thinly veiled self-portrait, so having him nominated for Sexiest Male Character kinda felt like a nationwide group of women calling me sexy.  That was quite a rush.

Anyway, the next step in my journey was moving past that environment.  That happened as part of a personal journey in more than just writing.  But the writing part of it goes this way... I had a friend I had made at Lit, in the forum called The Authors Hangout, who I often discussed writing and other things with and she got published by a small electronic publisher called Phaze.  The greatest thing to me about Phaze, at first anyway, was that it had been founded by the fantasy writer Piers Anthony, of Xanth fame.  Alessia had sold them a story called Erotique, which centered around a woman who inherited a sex toy shoppe that had a museum style collection of sex toys.  The various items in question carried pyschic imprints that could carry you back to a time where you shared experiences with former owners/users of the items. The protagonist and her boyfriend discovered the hard way that the energies were more than just mental images, that they actually had physical effects (and dangers!)

Alessia was quite pleased with her invention and wanted to continue using the two main characters.  Her next story idea was that they would be having relations during an electrical storm and that somehow they would switch bodies, a la Freaky Friday, mid sex act.  For perhaps obvious reasons, she wanted to co-write this with a man to get the male point of view accurately reflected.  She chose to ask me to co-write with her.

It was understood by me from the beginning that she might try to sell this story to Phaze as well, but I didn't put much thought into that at first.  I was too interested in what I felt was a pretty unique writing project.

When Phaze wanted to buy the story, I was thrilled to say the very least.  "Switch" became my first contracted work and I was very proud and happy. The minor financial earnings were not nearly as important as the fact that I was being published!  Things actually snowballed a bit from there.  Soon we had invented another pair of lovers, who's adventures were set in Pittsburgh (Erotique was in Phialdelphia) and the novella that introduced them was sold to Venus Press.  "Artistically Inclined" eventually spawned a sequle and the two works were gathered into a single volume by Phaze after Venus Press went out of business and became our second joint work in print, Passion In Pittsburgh.  Our first work available in print was Artifactual, a gathering of four works featuring the characters and settings from Erotique. (Alessia had also had a volume of short stories and poetry published in print by Phaze.)

Thus I began a period that was to span half a decade or so where almost anything I wrote sold to someone in the industry, whether a publisher or a website.  It was during this time that Phaze actually agreed to publish two novels by me, although I never delivered the second one.  (The aptly titled 'Things Left Undone', an erotic ghost story, still has not been finished. It is my most egregious example of writer's block, which in this case consisted of me writing myself into a plot corner I still haven't been able to unravel.)

I also accepted the challenge of becoming an editor, which was a more financially rewarding experience and also led to me being the right hand man of Alessia in the production of the Coming Together anthologies, a series of works where erotica authors donated short stories to volumes centered around a theme which connected with a charitable endeavor. The first of these was themed around rain and storms and the proceeds benefitted the Red Cross fundraising efforts for Huricane Katrina.  Coming Together was more successful than any of my solo work and I am quite proud of it.

During this period of time, I also had some impactful life changes, as did Alessia.  We found ourselves both going through divorces at the same time, and it was perhaps inevitable, seeing as how we were working so closely together, that we would respond by becoming a couple.  I reponded to that upheaval by leaving my beloved San Diego to live with Alessia in the Appalachian mountains, something I had certainly never expected.  I remain a resident of West Virginia to this very day, and have come to love it as a second home.

It was the dissolution of Alessia and my romantic relationship that fueled the circumstances that resulted in me putting away my virtual quill for over a decade. I also completed my first and so far only full length novel during that time, an experience which led to me viewing writing as actual work.  Writing a novel and getting all the loose ends pulled back together and resolved after spending 80,000 words going all over the place was difficult, a great challenge that made me a better writer but wasn't nearly as fun.  Deadlines motivated me, but I never liked them.

More on that period and the reasons I have started writing again as I confess part 3. That could come as soon as tomorrow or it might be next week.... I'm not sure at the moment.

The Power of Place

  I'm a believer in the idea that we can be connected to a place even on first visit.  That happenings leave something behind and sometimes we can feel that power, if we are open to it.  Some will say that what I'm about to describe is indeed a power, but that only power is imaginiation.  I think there is something more, although I certainly grant that my personal experiences are fueled by imagination and by my knowledge that there is something extraordinary that happened at these places.

I'll start with the least dramatic, for me in the moment, of the four places I'm going to talk about.  They are also the two places where you would probably find the most other accounts of these kind of feelings, not that any of my four places aren't special to many besides me.  I'm deliberately choosing well-known and public places to talk about, not little corners where the feelings are only about what I personally experienced.  I have those too, but the shared experience with others may very well be a large part of why these four affected me so.

The first two places are ones of key historical importance, so their power is broader than just what I felt.  I am talking about Antietam and Gettysburg.  Places of great bloodshed and family tragedy for so many, places where events shaped an entire nation's forward movement in the wake of what happened there.  For me, the immediate and obvious effect to an outside observer is perhaps ironic considering what occurred here.  Because the first effect on me is quiet, and peacefulness.  Inside, I am certainly not at peace standing on these pieces of bloodstained earth.  Looking out over The Cornfield, or standing in the sunken road known as Bloody Lane, my mind is anything but quiet.  But the effect on my external projections is quiet.  A silence I consider respectful, broken only by my telling my children why these simple vistas are so horrifying and troubling to my interior.

My son has told me he swore he watched me flinch while standing behind the stone wall at Gettysburg, near the copse of trees that was the visual target for the men making the ill-fated assault that has come to be known as Pickett's Charge.  As though I were trying to avoid the ghost of a long vanished minnie ball on it's muderous path.

And the reference to ghosts is appropriate.  For even though my only visit to the battlefield outside Sharpsburg and my multiple visits to the historic fields in Pennsylvania have come on fairly quiet and temperate summer days, I have felt the chill passing of spectral memory in both locations.  I can SEE men falling in the Cornfield, I can hear the report of musket and cannon. At Gettysburg, I watched waves of men cut down by cannister as they attempted to reach the lines where boys in blue instead of gray awaited them. Brutal suicide in service of their country.  While some changes in circumstances might have altered the result of what those boys did on the third day, the great loss of life was assured from the moment the men in butternut and gray stepped out from the trees and began their long march in the open across the gentle upswell towards the ridge.

In those places my knowledge of the history certainly loads more weight  upon what I feel, and I have wondered if a visitor who was unaware of that history might not feel differently than I do, but my personal belief is that there is an atmosphere born of what happened that affects even the unaware.  No one needs to tell visitors to be respectful in those places.  It just happens.  No one needs to tell boys on vacation that this is not the place to throw the frisbee or play tag and whoop and holler.

My third location also feels the weight of history, and history that is related to those other two.  I have long been a student of the bloodiest and most internally destructive time in our nation's story, and as such I have also long been a great admirer of the man I consider our greatest President, Abraham Lincoln.  th third location I wish to mention is Ford's Theatre.

You can't go into the presidential box. You can't sit in the chair where Lincoln was sitting when he felt the sharp pain in the back of his skull just before he lost his final awareness of this world. You can stand across from it and perhaps imagine that you hear the repeat of the gunpowder through the laughter from the punch line that Booth planned to use to cover his deed. Perhaps smell the powder or see a small puff of white smoke.  But that's not the specific place in the theatre that brought me shakes and makes me wonder if ghosts are real.  There are two spots that most affected me emotionally.  One is not actually in the theatre, but across the street, the room in what was then a boarding house where Lincoln finally breathed his last the next morning and where Secretary Stanton announced, "Now he belongs to the ages...". The spot in the theatre is one where I was told John Wilkes Booth stood and waited to slip into the box to do his dastardly deed.  That spot felt so filled with potential. If he had turned away, rethinking his actions, how different our world might have been. I am one of those who feel there could hardly have been a worse person to lead us into reconstruction than Andrew Johnson.  I think the survival of Lincoln into the post war years would have had a dramatic affect on the direction of the country.  Perhaps I am wrong, perhaps the vitriol was so great that even Lincoln's leadership could not have prevented the backslide in the south and the apathy in the north about the conditions suffered by the negro race.  But I can see at least the possibility of a turbulent time that none the less keeps Jim Crow from ever existing, where there is no need for a civil rights movement in the middle twentieth century, of the institutionalized racism being confronted in it's infancy and of us growing into a better nation.

The last of my four locations is the only one where you can't nail down an occurrance and say THIS happened HERE.  It's a place that has grown into a memorial, but there are no statues or tour groups.  It's Strawberry Fields.  Not the orphanage in Liverpool, but the small section of Central Park near the apartment of John Lennon and Yoko Ono.  There is a mosaic, a path through some trees and a couple of small meadows. It's exactly the kind of place that those of us who loved John from afar think he would have enjoyed.

And it's the place on the list where I had the most visible reaction personally.  When I stood in front of the "Imagine" mosaic for the first time, I just completely lost it.  Tears streamed down my face and sobs shook my shoulders.  I was transported back to being 14 and hearing the unbelievable news that my idol was dead.  It was as though I could see him standing on the other side, smiling and inviting people to live in a more caring and rational world, just before he was stolen away from it.  

I grew up with the Beatles.  My mom's favorite was Paul and my Dad's was George.  I own both of their copies of "Meet The Beatles" to this very day.  Their music was the soundtrack of my childhood and John, specifically, was the man I grew up thinking was a great example of what a modern man could be.  Artist and visionary, with visible flaws that I felt did nothing to diminish his greatness but only added to it, because he could be so wrong and yet inspire so much good.

Later, after I became composed enough to move on, my companion and I walked out into the streets of New Yor and I stood outside the alley where he was shot and again the tears flowed, although less visibly and more silently.

A man isn't suppossed to react that way in public, not even now when we have swept away many (but not all) of the repressive ideas about what a man should be.  But I should note that no one looked askew at me that day. There were no questioning gazes, no noticing and then quickly looking away, no staring.  I believe it's because people that were there understood.  Many, if not all, of them probably idetified with what I was obviously feeling. 

I have not been back to that part of Central Park and I'm sure that my reaction the next time will not be so harshly obvious. But I have no regrets.

A Writing Renewal...

Hello once again to the wide world of writing.

I've done this before, but so much has changed.  I started writing romance and erotica just after the turn of the century.  The world was in a different place at the time and certainly my world was very different indeed.

I was in a place in life where I would have been called "successful," but I didn't feel successful.  I was in my thirties, married and with two young children. I had a good job, with a respectful title and a "place in the community."  I had graduated college.  I was a little league coach.  I wore a suit to work and didn't have to scrub my body in order to be presentable afterward.  While I certainly wasn't wealthy, I was financially stable and in no danger of finding myself living on the streets.  I was living a form of the American Dream.

However, I felt, at best, unsatisfied.  There was nothing in my life that really drove me to exceed any limitations.  I had lived a life, up to that point, that had included many moments where I overcame odds to achieve something... and at that time, I felt like I was no longer achieving anything, except the growing of my waistline.

There were good things in my life, but I didn't feel there was anything exciting that came from me.  All the excitement came from outside and beyond my control.  I wanted to change that and I didn't know how.

This was what led me to try writing.  I had written before, but never fiction.  I had been an editor for my high school paper, I had written blogs about my favorite sports teams...was even doing so at the time.  I was getting some minor recognition for that, and even a little income. The blogs gave me an excuse to feel like I was slightly more than the average guy that talked sports with his buddies at work or called in to vent his opinion on sports radio.  But even in that realm I felt like I was external to the action.  I wasn't playing the games, I was just reacting to them.

I wanted something that was more than a reaction.  I wanted to create. I don't remember exactly what made me decide to try creating erotic fiction.  I know that I was reading it at the time. I had often read erotic writing, whether it was something as mundane as Penthouse Forum or something more exotic, like Lady Chatterly's Lover or The Story of O.  I had always enjoyed it.

I've always had a healthy interest in sex. Perhaps even more than healthy.  I had, in my youth, made efforts to push the boundaries of my own experiences.  I had been somewhat successful in doing so, if my conversations with others were any indication of what was a "normal" amount of sexual experience.  Certainly some of my friends viewed me as having had unusual experiences. They thought me a bit wild  and I somewhat reveled in that. But just as I felt that I had quit having experiences where I overcame odds, I also felt that my sexual adventures, if they could truly be called that, were behind me.  My wife and I shared a fairly healthy sex life, I believed.  But there was nothing really exciting about it, nor was it as big a part of our life as I wanted it to be.

Part of how I dealt with that last fact was in a fairly typical way for a middle-aged American male.  I became interested in other people's sex lives.  But porn movies have to be watched somewhere, and I had kids and a wife who clearly did not approve of that form of entertainment.  Because of my blog writing and the fact that I was a bit more of a night owl than anyone else in the family, I often found myself still on the computer after the rest of the family had gone upstairs to bed.  This led to me discovering the world of internet erotic fiction, specifically a website called Literotica.  I became a fan.  The stories did as much for me as movies did, and sometimes I could even wake up the wife when I eventually went upstairs and she would respond in a willing, if not enthusiastic, manner.

In addition to the pages of stories, there was a bulletin board style section where people talked to each other. I soon discovered that many of the people writing the stories participated in these forums.  The evidence that these were just normal people and didn't seem that different than me struck a chord.

A few weeks later, I published my first naughty story on Literotica.  It was pretty much a retelling of my losing my virginity.  I changed the names and a couple of the circumstances, but most of it was a true recount of my own first time.  I got comments and votes and people seemed to like it.  So then I made something up, still with some real events in it, but the real mixed in with pure invention.  That one also got votes and comments, but even more positive.  That led to my new hobby.  I also joined in the conversations in the forums.

Then came the event that really changed things for me.  I wrote a story based largely on a night that happened when I was in college.  It was kind of easy to write becuase it starred a couple of the most colorful people I knew in college.  There was a sex situation and a sex scene, but the real key to what made the story enjoyable wasn't the action but the personalities.  And it did really, really well.  Eventually, it won a "story of the year" award in it's category.  ("Wingman" is still on Literotica and continues to garner positive votes and comments to this day, more than twenty years later.  The story has been viewed more than two hundred thousand times.)

What snowballed from there was a situation where I eventually became a published author.  Able to share my fantasies and creations with a public that actually paid good money that they had worked for and earned to be entertained by me. 

Felicity Heaton Visits Again!

Thank you for having me here again at your blog, Will! This time, I’m here to share an excerpt from my new release, Kissed by a Dark Prince, which is the first book in my hot new paranormal romance series, Eternal Mates.

Kissed by a Dark Prince (Eternal Mates Romance Series Book 1)
Felicity Heaton
Olivia thinks it’s her lucky night when a dangerously handsome unconscious fae ends up on her inspection table. He’s her chance to redeem herself with her employer, the demon-hunting organisation, Archangel. But when the tall, dark and deadly immortal warrior awakes, she gets much more than she bargained for…

Attacked by his enemy in the elf kingdom, the last thing Prince Loren expects when he comes around is a beautiful angel watching over him and medical technology of the mortal realm. Hazy from his injuries, all he can focus on is the pulse ticking in her throat and the sweet allure of her blood.

One single bite reveals she is his eternal mate, triggering a bond between them that will leave him weakened until it is completed… or broken, and pulling Olivia into the crossfire of his ancient feud.

To protect his people and his mate from the machinations of a madman, Loren must risk everything by working with Olivia at Archangel to find a way to break the bond blossoming between them.

But will Loren be strong enough to place duty before desire and give up the one thing he has waited millennia for and craves above all others—his eternal mate? And will Olivia be able to resist the incredible heat that burns between them and the temptation of her dark prince’s kiss?

Kissed by a Dark Prince is available from Amazon Kindle, Kobo Books, Barnes and Noble Nook, Apple iBooks stores and other retailers. Also available in paperback. Find the links to your preferred retailer at: http://www.felicityheaton.co.uk/kbadp

Kissed by a Dark Prince – Excerpt

“Specimen appears to have advanced healing ability. Age of blood around the wounds is indicative of a recent injury, but the wounds in question are already closed and beginning to scab over.” Many demon and fae species had heightened healing. He could be any number of them. Olivia carefully pulled his upper lip back and studied his teeth. “No fangs. Canines appear normal.”

She drew back and something caught her eye. She parted the wild strands of his short black hair and traced the pointed tip of his ear. Was he a demon? They had pointed ears.

Olivia hovered over him, looking down at his handsome bloodstained face. She had never seen a demon as beautiful, mysterious, or deadly as he was.

Deadly.

She could feel it like an aura around him.

He was dangerous.

And waking up.

Olivia scooted backwards and reached for the call button on the wall near the head of the bed. She didn’t make it. His eyes slowly opened and she froze in mid-swing for the button, transfixed by them. They were incredible. She had never seen eyes like his. His irises were the most amazing shade of purple.

His gaze slid towards her but he didn’t move.

“What are you?” Olivia whispered it again as his eyes began to change, shifting to a normal shade of blue, and then his ears changed too, the points dulling until they appeared human. Adapting. He was studying his environment and her, and he was adapting.

It was incredible.

Fascinating.

She lowered her hand to her side and stared at him.

“Specimen appears able to blend into his environment, changing his appearance to conceal himself.”

She had never seen a demon do this. Many of them did it and she had heard the tales from the field agents, but she had never witnessed it.

“You are being held in a secure facility and no harm will come to you.” She hoped he understood English. His blue gaze narrowed with his frown, locked on her mouth as she spoke. Maybe he didn’t understand her.

He sat up in one fluid motion, swinging his legs over the edge of the inspection table, the movement so swift that it startled her and she shot backwards, distancing herself. Her heart thundered in her throat. She should have pressed the call button.

She should have strapped him down.

Stupid.

Her gaze darted to the red button off to her right. Could she make it there and sound the alarm before he attacked?

“Where am I?” The sound of his deep voice sent a fiery tremble through her. It was at odds with his lithe figure. The commanding edge to it had her forgetting the call button and automatically answering him, because he didn’t sound like the sort of man you could piss off and live to tell the tale.

“At a secure research facility in London.” She hoped he didn’t ask what she had been doing to him while he had been unconscious because now that he was awake, very awake, that sense of danger he radiated had only grown stronger. Her shot at resuscitating her ailing career looked as though he might kill her if he didn’t like any of the answers to his questions.

His blue gaze moved around the room, cataloguing everything, a keen edge to it. Strategising. He had adapted to blend into his environment and now he was plotting a way out of it.

“How did you do that?” she said, unable to get her voice above a whisper. His attention snapped back to her.

“How did I do what?” He could definitely grasp her language.

“Your eyes... your ears.” She pointed a shaky finger at them.

He planted his hands on the edge of the table on either side of his hips and she struggled not to look down. Her guest didn’t appear to have any qualms about being naked in front of a stranger. He sat on the table, frowning at the equipment in the room. His gaze caught on the wires attached to the machines and he followed them to his chest. He raised a single black eyebrow and pulled the sticky pads off his body.

“Strange to ask me how and not why,” he said at last and looked up at her through his long black lashes, his blue eyes holding a glimmer of curiosity.

“I’m a medical doctor... a scientist.” She pulled at the chest of her long white coat, drawing his attention to it.

He glanced at it and then back around the room. His gaze lingered on the tray of tools to his left, narrowed, and then slid to her. A threat. She had enough experience of the world to know when someone was silently threatening her. He didn’t intend to use the scalpels and other implements on her. No. He meant to warn her that if she dared to attempt to use them on him, she would come off worse.

Olivia held her hands up in front of her. “Listen, I’m just curious about your species, and the things you can do. I wanted to help you.”

He grimaced and his grip on the edge of the table tightened until his arms shook. He ground out dark words in a foreign tongue and paled further. The edges of his irises turned purple.

The heart rate monitor still linked to his finger went crazy. He scowled at the machine and tried to move to take the clip off. His hands trembled violently.

“You’re not well.” Olivia reached out to steady him, instinct telling her to help him. She caught his upper arms and gasped. He was burning up, shaking beneath her fingers, his skin clammy. “You need to rest.”

“I will be fine... with a little fluids.” Pain grated in his deep voice and he swallowed hard.

“I wasn’t sure what to give you.” Olivia pressed her palm to his forehead. A fever? Was it part of his healing process or was his condition deteriorating? “I wasn’t sure what would harm or help you.”

He leaned forwards and his breath skated over her bare neck. She shivered, a hot rush sweeping through her.

“I know what fluid I need,” he whispered low, his voice barely there and teasing, stirring unbidden heat in her veins and quickening her pulse.

“Tell me and I’ll get it.” She tried to draw back and his hands shot up, fingers closing tightly around her upper arms.

“Oh, you already have it.”

He struck hard on the left side of her throat and her eyes widened. Shock stole her senses for a second before reality came crashing back. He was biting her. He was drinking her blood. Dark memories surged to the surface and she fought his hold on her, struggling like a wild thing. She wouldn’t let it happen to her again. She shoved at his chest, clawing with her short nails, and pounded her hands against it, striking as hard as she could.

He pulled her against his chest, caging her there, his arms steel bands across her back, pinning hers between their bodies. She wriggled, desperate to escape him, fear pounding down on her and making her heart stutter. He was going to drink her to death.

Tears streamed down her cheeks and her head spun, wooziness threatening to pull her down into the darkness.

“Please,” she whispered, breathless and weak, barely clinging to consciousness as her panic and fear overwhelmed her. “Release me... don’t kill me.”

Kissed by a Dark Prince is available from Amazon Kindle, Kobo Books, Barnes and Noble Nook, Apple iBooks stores and other retailers. Also available in paperback. Find all the links at: http://www.felicityheaton.co.uk/kbadp

Books in the Eternal Mates romance series:

Kissed by a Dark Prince (Eternal Mates Romance Series Book 1)

Claimed by a Demon King – coming February 2014

About Felicity Heaton:

Felicity Heaton is a USA Today and international best-selling author writing passionate paranormal romance books. In her books she creates detailed worlds, twisting plots, mind-blowing action, intense emotion and heart-stopping romances with leading men that vary from dark deadly vampires to sexy shape-shifters and wicked werewolves, to sinful angels and hot demons!

If you're a fan of paranormal romance authors Lara Adrian, J R Ward, Sherrilyn Kenyon, Gena Showalter and Christine Feehan then you will enjoy her books too.

If you love your angels a little dark and wicked, the best-selling Her Angel series is for you. If you like strong, powerful, and dark vampires then try the Vampires Realm series or any of her stand-alone vampire romance books. If you’re looking for vampire romances that are sinful, passionate and erotic then try the best-selling Vampire Erotic Theatre series. Or if you prefer huge detailed worlds filled with hot-blooded alpha males in every species, from elves to demons to dragons to shifters and angels, then take a look at the new Eternal Mates series.

If you want to know more about Felicity, or want to get in touch, you can find her at the following places:

Website: http://www.felicityheaton.co.uk

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Guest Post: Felicity Heaton Talks Angels & Devils!

Today, please join me in welcoming the dynamic Felicity Heaton to my blog!  Felicity has a wicked imagination to match her ambition and don't be fooled by all the talk about angels... there is plenty of the diabolic lurking in her writing as well... *wink*

It’s wonderful to be here at Will’s blog to talk about my latest release, Her Wicked Angel, which is the sixth in my Her Angel romance series.

I’m going to be sharing an excerpt from the book with you today, but I also wanted to let you know that I’m celebrating the release by holding a FANTASTIC GIVEAWAY at my website, offering Her Guardian Angel at an incredible discount, and I’m also giving away the first book in the series, Her Dark Angel, for FREE at selected Amazon Kindle, Kobo Books and Apple iBookstore sites.

Find out how to enter the Her Wicked Angel international giveaway (ends September 29th) and be in with a shot of winning a $75, $50 or $25 gift certificate at her website, where you can also download a 6 chapter sample of the novel: http://www.felicityheaton.co.uk/ebooks.php?title=Her%20Wicked%20Angel

SPECIAL OFFER: If you’re a Kindle, Kobo or Apple iBooks user, don’t forget to download your copy of Her Guardian Angel for only $0.99. That’s a $4 discount. Offer ends September 27th. Find all the links at: http://www.felicityheaton.co.uk/ebooks.php?title=Her%20Guardian%20Angel

FREE EBOOK: You can find all the links for the Her Dark Angel free ebook offer (and two other free paranormal romance ebooks) at: http://www.felicityheaton.co.uk/paranormal-romance-ebook-offers.php

Here’s more about Her Wicked Angel, including an excerpt from this long angel romance novel.

Her Wicked Angel
Felicity Heaton
The King of Demons and the Devil’s right hand man, Asmodeus is a dark angel born of evil and created for destruction. When his master orders him to venture into the mortal world and retrieve a female for him, he seizes the chance to leave Hell for the first time, uncaring of what the Devil has planned for her… until he sets eyes on the most beautiful woman he has ever seen—a female who awakens new feelings within his black heart, unleashing passion so intense that it controls him and desire he cannot resist.
He will not let his wretched master have her. She will belong to him.
Liora is a witch with a bad reputation and an obsession with fighting demons. A mission gone wrong sees her sent to Paris to cool off, but when a dark and deadly warrior with a gaze of golden fire lands in her life, she ends up burning hotter than Hell for the wicked angel. Nothing will stand between her and the immense, forbidding male. Not her cousin. Not Asmodeus’s sworn enemy and twin, Apollyon. And certainly not the Devil.
Caught up in a tempest of danger and soul-searing passion, can they survive against the odds and seize their forever after?

Her Wicked Angel is available from Amazon Kindle, Kobo Books, Barnes and Noble Nook, Apple iBooks stores and many other retailers. Also available in paperback. Find the links to your preferred retailer at: http://www.felicityheaton.co.uk/ebooks.php?title=Her%20Wicked%20Angel

Her Wicked Angel – Excerpt

“What business do you have with me?” Asmodeus casually preened his feathers, preparing them for the flight home, and ignored the Devil’s scowl.

The male hated it when he spoke to him without an ounce of respect. Everyone else under his command simpered and scraped at his feet. As far as Asmodeus was concerned, the Devil had enough pathetic creatures kissing his expensive Italian leather shoes. Asmodeus wasn’t about to join them. He was above them.

The Devil’s right hand man. 

A male created for destruction and bloodshed.

“You are to travel to the mortal realm and retrieve a female for me.”

Asmodeus’s black eyebrows pinched in a frown and it took him a moment to absorb exactly what the Devil had said and the connotations it contained. 

One, he was ordering him to lower himself to the role of minion, retrieving him another female for his harem. Treating him like a servant. That irked him. He was not just another of the Devil’s servants.

Two, he was offering him a taste of the mortal world, granting him leave to step outside the environs of Hell for the first time in his existence. That intrigued Asmodeus. He had always wanted to see the mortal realm with his own eyes and experience it.

Asmodeus stared at him, weighing his options. Swallow his pride and finally fly in the world above, seeing the buildings and the colours, and all the things he had only ever seen in the pool on the plateau, or tell the Devil to stick it and spend the next week in the cells, probably tortured, possibly maimed permanently for his disobedience.

Asmodeus swallowed his pride and it tasted bitter. “Fine.” 

The Devil grinned, revealing short fangs. “Good. You will find her in Paris, in the middle of the park near the base of the Eiffel Tower. She will be wearing crimson and black. Bring her to me.”

Asmodeus nodded, took a step backwards and then turned away from the Devil. 

He threw his hand out in front of him and a black vortex appeared, swirling like smoke. It had been many centuries since he had bothered practicing glamours and veils, having given up on ever leaving Hell and having no need for changing his appearance in this realm. He hoped he hadn’t forgotten how to cast them.

Asmodeus focused on himself, casting a veil so none would see him when he stepped through the portal into the mortal realm. 

“Bring her to me quickly, Asmodeus,” the Devil said behind him and Asmodeus nodded again.

Perhaps he would dally just a little. Who knew when the Devil would allow him to leave Hell again?

He stepped through the black portal and tensed as he appeared in the mortal realm. His eyes watered and he blinked against the assault of strong light, leaning back into the shade of the tower that speared the blue sky above him.

Blue. 

Asmodeus tipped his head back and stared up at it, and then looked at his surroundings. Green trees. Dark metal. Pale stone. Mortals dressed in a multitude of colours. The warm air carried strange scents. Dust. Something sweet. Smoke. Sounds came from every direction. Blasts of noise and distant rumbles of what he suspected were vehicles. Constant chatter. Laughter. Squeals of happiness. All alien to him.

All choking and closing in on him. 

He didn’t like it.

He took a step back towards the portal behind him and glared at everyone as they passed. Ants. Hundreds of them. Swarming. Shoving. Jostling each other. He wanted to kill them all. They were noisy. Brutal. Irritating.

Insignificant.

Powerless.

Asmodeus grinned, his golden eyes narrowing with it, and flexed his fingers. His fangs began to lengthen and his black claws followed them.

Prey for the hunter. 

He would drown out the disgusting scents with the smell of blood. He would replace joy with fear, with screams and sobs and pointless pleas for mercy. He would bathe this colourful world in crimson.

Crimson.

A flash of that colour caught his eye and his gaze zeroed in on it. It was gone, lost in the sea of other hues. It flickered again, further off to his right, and his eyes shot to it. Wavy chestnut hair bounced against crimson ruffled material with each light step. He caught a sliver of black jeans. Crimson and black. The female the Devil wanted.

She turned and he glimpsed her face, and his desire to bathe his hands in the blood of these puny creatures slipped away, calm suffusing him, making him forget his irritation and dark desires.

She blinked, black lashes shuttering luminous hazel eyes, and turned away, continuing onwards towards a strip of green land to his right beyond the shadow of the tower.

Asmodeus felt a tug behind his breastbone, pulling him in her direction, but something told him it wasn’t the Devil commanding him to follow her. It was something else that made him want to track her through the crowd.

He focused and altered his appearance as he walked, hiding his pieces of gold-edged black armour with a black dress shirt, black jeans and leather boots, and shielding his wings. He lifted the veil that concealed him from mortal eyes and stalked the female as she moved through the thinning crowd, keeping his distance but remaining close enough that he wouldn’t lose her.

She stepped out into the bright sunlight on the vivid green grass and it cast golden highlights in her hair. Asmodeus’s heart missed a beat and then thumped hard against his ribs. His palms sweated.

Why?

He had hunted thousands before for the Devil. This female was no different. He would capture her and take her to him.

He wouldn’t.

Asmodeus shook his head and paused at the edge of the crowd, staring after her.

He wouldn’t?

He had pushed the Devil to the limit of his patience a thousand times but he had never disobeyed an order. He would not begin now.

He would take the female to his master.

The female in question turned on the grass and peered up the height of the tower, using a slender hand to shield her eyes, and Asmodeus’s heart missed another beat.

He slammed his hand against his bare chest and coughed. What was wrong with him?

Was the mortal world making him sick? He had never been sick before, but he had heard that demons could become ill. He wasn’t a demon though. He had never heard of an angel growing sick. Was it possible?

All the more reason to grab the female and return to Hell.

He took a step towards her, and then another one. She turned her back on him and he closed in until he was only a few metres away.

He just needed to grab her and then deliver her to the Devil. It wasn’t difficult, so why was he hesitating? He had never hesitated before. He had carried out his master’s orders without pause or regret, spilling blood and carving flesh, destroying lives. This was easy. Grab. Deliver. End of mission.

The Devil would have a new female for his growing harem. Asmodeus would return to his castle.

His stomach turned at the thought of that male laying his filthy claws on this delicate, dainty female.

He stared at the back of her head, replaying how she had looked when she had paused to glance up the height of the Eiffel Tower.

Wide hazel eyes.

Soft rosy lips.

Delicate perfect features and porcelain skin.

Chestnut hair cascading over her shapely shoulders.

Beautiful.

Pure.

Asmodeus wanted to close the gap between them, gently lay his hands on her shoulders, and slowly turn her to face him so he could drink his fill of her beauty and purity all over again.

Instead, he took a step backwards, distancing himself from her. Foreign feelings and thoughts collided in his mind, filling it and sending him in circles, tearing him between completing his mission and doing something that astounded him.

He could leave her here, in peace, and come up with an excuse. He couldn’t let his despicable master ruin her. He wouldn’t.

He turned away and held his hand out before him, focusing on the air there to call a portal back to Hell.

“Where do you go, Asmodeus?” The soft female voice caught him off guard.

His shoulders tensed and his outstretched hand shook.

She knew his name. She recognised him. And she spoke in English, even though they were in France.

English was not the native language of this land.

He had never left Hell before.

How did she know him?

He looked over his right shoulder and found her standing where he had left her, but facing him, her hands clasped in front of her, over the point where her crimson short-sleeved gypsy-style top met her black jeans.

A serene smile curved her rosy lips and it was then that he felt the incredible power in her.

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Her Dark Angel (Her Angel romance series book 1)

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